Writing Letters Just Because

WHILE I WAS SITTING IN CLASS, BORED OUT OF MY MIND, I DECIDED I WANTED TO WRITE PRESTON A LETTER EVEN THOUGH I COULD HAVE JUST TEXTED OR CALLED HIM. I HAD SO MUCH ON MY MIND AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT ALL DOWN ON PAPER. WRITING LETTERS IS ACTUALLY A LOT MORE FUN THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE! I CAN HONESTLY SAY I'M EXCITED FOR THAT PART OF HIS MISSION. IT WASN'T A VERY LONG LETTER, JUST ABOUT A PAGE AND A HALF BUT AFTER I HAD FINISHED WRITING I WAS SO EXCITED TO MAIL IT TO HIM. THE BEST PART OF THIS WHOLE THING IS THAT HE HAS NO IDEA IT'S COMING. SO ONE DAY HE'LL JUST GET THIS RANDOM LETTER AND BE LIKE "WHAT THE HECK?" I JUST WANTED HIM TO KNOW HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME AND HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. I HATE HAVING HIM SO FAR AWAY AND IT HASN'T GOTTEN ANY EASIER. I SPEND MOST OF MY DAYS ALONE BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE HAS PLANS AND IS BUSY. ITS HARD WHEN THE ONLY THING THERE IS TO DO IS WAIT FOR A TEXT FROM HIM BECAUSE I'M CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT HIM NOT BEING HERE. I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT HIM HAVING A GREAT TIME WITH ALL HIS FRIENDS OVER IN COLORADO AND I'M SITTING HERE LIKE A BUMP ON A LOG. I HOPE THIS GETS EASIER. I DON'T LIKE THIS CONSTANT EMPTINESS I FEEL.