YESTERDAY ACTUALLY ENDED ON A HAPPY NOTE. AS I WAS ABOUT TO FALL ASLEEP MY PHONE STARTS RINGING. SINCE IT WAS 1:30 IN THE MORNING I WAS A LITTLE CONFUSED AND OUT OF IT WHEN I ANSWERED IT. ON THE OTHER LINE I HEARD PRESTON'S VOICE TELLING ME HE NEEDED TO TALK TO ME. WE DIDN'T REALLY TALK ABOUT ANYTHING MAJORLY IMPORTANT BUT TO US THAT CONVERSATION MEANT THE WORLD. WE TALKED FOR FORTY MINUTES ABOUT HOW WE'RE GOING TO TRY HARDER TO MAKE TIME FOR EACH OTHER AND HOW WE WEREN'T EXPECTING IT TO BE SO HARD. JUST TALKING TO HIM, HEARING HIS VOICE, MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER ABOUT EVERYTHING. IT'S CRAZY HOW JUST SIMPLE THINGS CAN MAKE THE WORLD OF A DIFFERENCE.
WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING DEAD TIRED BECAUSE I WAS UP SO LATE, I COULDN'T HAVE BEEN HAPPIER. I DIDN'T CARE THAT I LOST SLEEP BECAUSE I GOT TO TALK TO MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND INSTEAD. I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT HE KNOWS WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER AND SEEM A WHOLE HECK OF A LOT EASIER. I DON'T FEEL QUITE AS SAD ANYMORE, DON'T GET ME WRONG I STILL MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY, BUT I KNOW THIS IS A GOOD THING. HAVING SOMEONE LOVE THE LORD MORE THAN HE LOVES ME, PUTTING HIM FIRST, IS THE MOST SPECIAL KIND OF GUY OUT THERE. I WOULDN'T WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY!
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